Spread Your Wings and Fly

Thursday, July 26, 2007

I own a crib

I bought her crib today.
That’s a very big step towards reality. I’ve been taking baby steps (hahaha) to this and other preparations but this one was pretty major. It’s really difficult getting everything ready and keeping myself guarded (and prepared) for whatever comes my way. The situation with adoption (especially international adoption) is so long and so time intensive, I wanted to be careful. I know she’s going to get here but seeing all the baby stuff can be so emotionally difficult. For the longest time I didn’t do anything, except wait. I didn’t by any clothing, supplies, get the nursery ready, nothing. I just couldn’t look at it everyday, it would be too hard. I’m getting past all that and today I bought her crib. She’s start her life with me in this crib. I know she won’t have any memories of it, but I will and I couldn’t be happier.

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